The feeling of separation

What it feels like over here is…

A subtle and not-so subtle feeling of fear mixed with wanting.

A fear of losing what I have. Losing my lifestyle. Having to live with less. Having to make compromises I don’t want to make. And the embarrassment that that would bring.

And the wanting here is not for anything that I would call enlightenment or liberation. The wanting here plays itself out in the form of business success / financial wealth.

That’s just how it feels here – sometimes weaker and sometimes stronger.


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